sarah

sarahpecan @ 2006-05-08T22:51:00

2006-05-09T02:53:55Z

summer vacation is here...

it's been 3 weeks and im pretty bored already. i had my wisdom teeth out last week...im So glad that only has to happen one time. other than that i've just been sleeping, eating ice cream, and watching a lot of tv.

i'm kind of excited for the pool to open, i really really need the money.

all my friends are home, and it kind of feels like old times, which i love. they're the best..along with michael.

and that's just about it.

sarahpecan @ 2006-01-22T21:44:00

2006-02-22T02:44:37Z

i havent written anything in 5 months..

so much has changed, but i also feel like everything is exactly the same. i wish things would go back to normal.. i miss the summer so much.

i have 2 midterms tomorrow and im sick.... cant wait for break. i wish michael would be on break too though next week, i'll be so lonley.

sarahpecan @ 2005-09-19T13:38:00

2005-09-19T17:39:21Z

i forgot about this thing!!

i love school, it's absolutely wonderful!! i have a ton of work, but i've made lots of friends and im having the best time.

mike and i are soo good, its so hard not to see him everyday, but things are working out. i couldnt be more lucky!!

well that's all for now, time to do some reading! :-)

xo, sarah

sarahpecan @ 2005-07-14T18:28:00

2005-07-14T22:34:38Z

i love this summer! i havent been doing too much other than lifeguarding, teaching swim lessons, and just hanging out. but its nice. i really think i bonded with a lot of the lifeguarding staff, which i love...and of course with my old friends too! im sad because i feel like the summer's almost over, and i dont want it to end. i dont think im ready for college, and that worries me a lot...

the boy situation is sort of complicated, as usual. only this time, i think it really will be different...if anything ends up happening. im not really sure of what i want, but as soon as i figure that out, i have a feeling that things could really work out this time.

i just got home from yoga..i absolutely love it! i get such a good work out, and i really really hope there's some good yoga studio's up at michigan next year

i'll try to update more often, love u! xox, sarah

sarahpecan @ 2005-05-13T13:30:00

2005-05-13T17:35:06Z

its been months since i've written in here...i guess i've just been too lazy.

school's almost out, i really cant believe it. i dont think it's hit me yet...its just very surreal. next week is our last full week of high school ever. its sort of scary, but im soo excited! and i cant wait for the summer!

these past few weeks have been great, not much homework at all. not that i really do it anyways anymore...i love not having any obligations. but sometimes i feel like i need to start doing work! im worried that im gonna get to college and just be bombarded with work and i wont even know where to start!

prom's in a few weeks, i feel so unprepared. all i have is a dress! part of me doesnt even want to go, even though i know that i have to go because its senior prom. but i feel like its just so much work and stress and money for one single night. but i know if i didnt go i'd regret it, and i know it'll be fun!!

i started working out again..i really needed to. it's only been a week but i feel better about myself already. i like feeling active and fit...it makes me feel like i can eat whatever i want and it wont even count! even though that's really not true!!

im sick again...i dont know why i've been so sick this year. after puerto i had pink eye and a slight case of mono! and now im sick again..what's wrong w/ me!? :-(

gonna go take a nap...its perfect nap weather! xox

i love when u kiss me, babyy, all over my body, babyyy

2005-03-23T00:57:12Z

i feel like i did so much today, it makes me so happy!!

today was our bear sale, who knows how that went! then i wrote my entire english paper, emailed it to my teacher, filled out my entire nhs hours sheet, went tanning, and worked out a lot! i also put aside ALL my stuff for puerto, all i need is shampoo and soap and whatnot, and i'll be all set to go....I CANT WAIT!!

starbuck's soon...yay! and no class tomorrow night....just cuz i dont wanna do my proj. i lovee being a senior! :-)

xoxox

soo deep in my daydreams....

2005-03-21T02:43:30Z

this weekend was pretty good, nothing too special, but it was still fun. the black and white dance was okk, until my drunkness wore off, then it was kinda boring. but like usual, i had fun w/ the girls!

some people can be so bitchy sometimes...u really dont need to like lie to my face, im not THAT stupid!

today was fun, went shopping and got more stuff for puerto, went tanning, did hw, and some other fun stuff too ;-)

i just passed out on my bed for an hour, and now im not tired anymore...

PUERTO IN ONE WEEK!! i cant believe how soon it is...at this time in a week, we'll have already spent almost an entire day there! yayyyy

sleep in day tomorrow, yesss!

XOXO

sarahpecan @ 2005-03-01T19:42:00

2005-03-02T00:52:18Z

i cant believe that in 26 days i'll be sitting on the beach in puerto vallarta. and then after that, we'll be graduating. and then going to college. i try to picture myself living up at school, and i just cant. i cant picture myself not living in my house and sleeping in my own bed and showering in my shower and eating whatever i want for dinner. i cant imagine not being so close with all my best friends. i dont know what to do, whenever i think about college i get nervous and anxious. i dont even know what i wanna be when i grow up, i dont know what to major in, i dont know what i wanna do with the rest of my life. im scared...

im trying my best to just move on completely and be 100% done with this. there's absolutely no need for me to put up with any of this bullshit, and i know that i do deserve way better, and i know that i have to be done for good. but i deserve some sort of an explanation, or apology. it's extremely obvious that im not getting either and that's what upsets me the most. how hard is it to just say "im sorry"? because that's all it would take for me to put this behind me completely and move on....

half day tomorrow...so happy for that! i love my friends so much, u all mean the world to me!

xo sarah

PS! i would also like to add that im in love with lisa roberts and she's PERFECT! and that mean girls is our fav movie to quote ever! it's so fetch!

sarahpecan @ 2005-02-17T23:50:00

2005-02-18T04:50:49Z

happy birthday, paris hilton!!!

im obsessed with her!! and oranges, and working out, and the OC!!

xoxo love youu

sarahpecan @ 2005-02-16T00:06:00

2005-02-16T05:09:28Z

so yesterday was the worst valentine's day of my life, i hate it so much and i wish that i could erase the entire day from my memory. i suppose it's partly my fault, cuz i just should've known.

i babysat two days in a row and wanted to kill myself. those kids are soo annoying and ungreatful and rude. they dont even say please or thank you!! today we took a little field trip to mcdonald's...i felt like sucha mom!! but i realized that im gonna need to hire like 10 nanny's cuz i dont think im capable of raising children! i also realized that two year olds are the most selfish people ever.

i love my friends so much!! break's been good so far...

xoxo love u

I LOVE LOVE LOVE THE NOTEBOOKKK!

2005-02-09T02:30:32Z

things have been pretty good lately...

this weekend was fun! basketball game and 70's dance w/ the girls was interesting, but they're so sillly!! it was really fun!

the NOTEBOOK came out today!! of course lisa bought them for us during fourth hour and we watched it right after school...it reminded me of summer. i seriously think that's the best movie ever! it's so cute and romantic!

school's been ok actually, i dont really do much anymore. stupid 6:30 a.m. nhs meeting tomorrow..blah! and break's next week, which is gonna be soo nice, even if im not goin anywhere.

PV is soo soon..i had a dream about it last night and it made me soo excited. i seriously think about it every single day

i think i MIGHT have a valentine this year....maybe..

kayy goin to bed now loves!! xoxo

sarahpecan @ 2005-01-29T21:31:00

2005-01-30T02:36:39Z

im soo bored right now, so i thought i'd write in here. im babysitting right now, and i dont know where the remote to the tv is! :-( these people are having an addition put onto their house and everything's a mess! there's no kitchen sink, no purified water, the microwave is in the family room, the food is in the tv room, and the toaster is in the hallway!! this is soo confusing

last night was UofM with amanda....let's just say it wasnt as fun as we had hoped. im soo sick right now, the thought of alcohol makes me queasy!! i was soo embarrassed last night, i feel awful. i know i say this to myself a lot, but this time i really am never gonna drink again! i just wanna go home and eat my green jello

i wish i was with my friends right now..i didnt see them last night and i miss them

boys are the stupidest things ever and they upset me so much :-(

mall tomorrow.....i'll actually have money yay!!!! xoxoxo love ya

sarahpecan @ 2005-01-18T16:40:00

2005-01-18T21:40:47Z

i hate boys. eww they're soo so stupid and confusing and they're all losers! and i just hate them! i just wish i knew what i wanted....

but....

i LOVE my autographed adam brody and OC cast picture!! how jealous are u?!

xoxo sarah

sarahpecan @ 2005-01-07T18:06:00

2005-01-07T23:12:52Z

im soo happy today's friday...but tomorrow's deca which totally sucks. having to wake up early and being at school at 7:30 and taking 2 tests and then giving a presentation is NOT my idea of a good time :-(

yesterday was a snow day...it was fun! but i did absolutely nothing, i was very unproductive. but that's ok, it was much better than going to school!

i guess this week was pretty stressful, i had a paper due today, as well as 2 tests. and i had to get ready for stupid deca...but i cant believe that im gonna be a second semester senior in just one week!!

goin to the bball game tonite w/ the girls, then who knows what's going on after. hopefully it'll be fun!

oh! happy new year's..i forgot to say it when it actually was new year's. im kinda upset that i didnt get to spend my last new years in high school w/ all my friends..i was sick on new years and it consisted of me feeling like shit, going to the movies, and drinking champange w/ the fam. tons of fun. but it always could've been worse.

who knows what's going on w/ my love life. i've gotten to the point where i dont even really care. things are so confusing and i guess whatever happens....happens!

gonna go shower...and maybe watch some OC before the game. love you lots!!
xox

sarahpecan @ 2004-12-22T23:10:00

2004-12-23T04:17:12Z

today was sucha yucky day...

we had a half day so i just didnt go to school. woke up to lisa's text message at 10:30. went to lunch w/ the girls...that was fun! they were being so silly!!

then kare went w/ me to get my manicure, and i went w/ kare to go tanning.... then i came home, did absolutely nothing. i watched gilmore girls, seventh heaven, and food network, and i started crying for no apparent reason!! then i put songs on my iPod, started watching napoleon.......then i went to kare's, we made pizza and finished watching napoleon dynamite and spice world! two excellent movies!!

im leaving for florida in 2 days...im really not very excited at all. i dont wanna go..im gonna miss out on new year's and whatnot...blah im just not looking forward to this at all!! hopefully the weather will be decent.....that's all im hoping for :-(

okk im gonna go watch raising helen and go to bed!! love u lots have a good break!! xoxo

crazy night!

2004-12-12T22:45:43Z

well, my friends have already written about last night...but i just need to say again that it was soo wild! we're so odd sometimes, and very random, but i love us!! my friends are the best in the whole entire universe. love u girls all soooo much!! hopefully next weekend we'll be able to find some random boys to have some fun with...and some of the stuff we couldnt get this weekend lol

marketing field trip tomorrow...sort of excited, at least i wont have to be in school on a monday! i have an english paper that i need to work on, but im not motivated enough to do that right now.

so far, hanukkah hasnt been very good. i havent gotten any real presents, im dissapointed so far! but who knows, we still have 3 more nights and my dad told me he ordered somethin special for me, so i'll have to wait and see what that is!! and my mom's on a quest to find me cute juicy stuff....so hopefully my luck will turn around!

things are better now...we'll see how this goes!

going to watch the OC again.... xoxo

sarahpecan @ 2004-12-05T16:52:00

2004-12-06T00:53:50Z

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i dont know what's going on right now....im not too worried about things. they'll work out and if they dont, then i guess they were never really meant to.

this weekend was goood, hung out w/ the girls and i love all of them!! xoxoxox

finished my dumb english paper today...i've never felt so accomplished in my life!!

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2004-12-01T20:07:52Z

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sarahpecan @ 2004-11-29T17:21:00

2004-11-29T22:27:32Z

i was just looking at my last entry that i wrote. everything seemed so perfect then, and i was really and truly just happy. i wish things were like that, but of course i cant just stay satisfied for over a week. i dont know why things have to be like this, and it pisses me off that i let things like this upset me so much. but i cant help it, i really cant. at least i sort of knew it was coming, though. not that it made it any better, but i should have known from the start that this was going to happen. i did know, but that doesnt help me right now.

i just re-typed my entire english paper, i had to b/c i downloaded a virus onto my comp. by accident so we had to clear the entire hard drive. but my dad is a sped and doesnt know how to burn files onto a cd. so all my stuff is gone. greeeeeeeeat. whatever, im done w/ hw for right now.

what a super monday...

i just want to be genuinly happy.....and to seriously bitch somebody out right now, who just so happens to be the dumbest guy on earth. is that so much to ask?


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xoxo <33

sarahpecan @ 2004-11-18T19:06:00

2004-11-19T00:12:55Z

hiii ya!! it's been so long since i've written in here....

swimming's all done! it's been over for almost 2 weeks now, and on monday we had our banquet! it was so fun and plus the food was sooo good like always. but it was really sad, too. i started to cry in the middle of my speech! i just cant believe that this is all over for me now, i miss swimming, i really miss all the girls. plus i have absolutely nothing to do w/ myself anymore!!

im soo unmotivated...today i did math hw and it was soo strange because i never do hw at home anymore...i do it either in school or just not at all. my mom was really shocked!!

i love my friends...ur all so great and wonderful and i love every single one of you!! my friends make me soo happy, they're all soo supportive and i love u girls! :-)

things between us are ok i think...we had our first official fight but maybe that helped to make things better...i dont know how long this will last but at least im happy for the moment.

OC tonight w/ the girls...cant wait!

the weather was soo nice today...it was 64, which im pretty sure is a record! it really made me wish it was spring instead of fall...

going to Ann Arbor this weekend w/ my aunt patty. we're going to a spa..the im staying w/ my cousin at UofM! im really excited!

i just feel like everything right now is really perfect, im just so happy and content.

goin to kare's for the OC...yay! byeeee baby!!! xoxo

sarahpecan @ 2004-10-22T19:05:00

2004-10-22T23:07:24Z

I GOT ACCEPTED TO UofM TODAY!!!

im seriously soo happy right now i cant even explain it!! i've never felt this way before ever...i came home from school to find yet another set of balloons, this time with 2 UofM flags...my mom and i cried!! it was the happiest moment of my life. ahh!

tonight should be fun....YAY!

sarahpecan @ 2004-10-19T22:15:00

2004-10-20T02:21:25Z

so today was goood!!

i came home from school and found a green and a white balloon tied to the lawn light on my front lawn. at first i was soo confused. but then i looked up and saw my mommy holding a white envelope w/ my state acceptance letter!! im soo happy, and really relieved. one down, just waiting for one more!!

i worked in the bear today w/ mich..we did the cash register and only made a few mistakes!! it was really fun and i was proud of us. even though ms. wilhoit is mean and yelled a little lol

we had our second to last meet tonight, against troy athens. they're like the best team in division 1, and we only lost by 20 points. so good job girls!! i dropped more time in my fly which is gooood. i cant believe the season is almost over..and we officially have NO more a.m. practices! :-)

yesterday, my car stalled on the way to practice. she hasnt done that in like a year!! becca and i were dumb and thought that bex could move it out of the way all by herself. ha, some hugeeee man came and pushed it all by himself! we were stranded for like a half hour until my dad finally came! but it's ok she's all fixed and good now!

im happy right now. like i just feel really satisfied with myself. things are good for the moment-my grades are all really good, except zoo which is stupid anyways--but my teachers are complimenting me and stuff. it just feels good. im feeling very moody lately, but im gonna try to stay in a good mood for as long as i can!

sarahpecan @ 2004-10-17T21:06:00

2004-10-18T01:10:57Z

this weekend was fun...homecoming was fun. nothing spectacular but whatev it was a good time. i just had fun w/ my girls, but its so hard to believe that this is our last homecoming ever.

im in the worst mood right now, i dont even know why. but every little thing is pissing me off or making me want to cry. i think it's the weather, or maybe something else....

i hate school, and i dont want to go tomorrow. better yet, i hate day 2's...which is what we have tomorrow. i cant wait to be done w/ school.

swimming's almost over, im half happy and half sad. just 2 more meets and then leagues...pretty hard to believe.

american dreams was so good tonight, but really sad too

byee

sarahpecan @ 2004-10-13T21:51:00

2004-10-14T01:56:46Z

so no practice today..somebody threw up in the pool! and no a.m. practice tomorrow either!! it was soo nice coming home from school and not doing anything, but i felt like i should have been doing something!!

homecoming's this weekend...im excited! should be fun!

i think i just finished my english paper, it's 10 pages and i hope i did it right!!

im so confused right now...i hate boys. seriously they're the dumbest things ever. i guess we're trying this again, who even knows. this time i feel like im way more in control, which is really good. i'll see how things go, but my theme song is gonna have to be "nice and slow" by usher. (did that even make any sense? things just need to be slowed down a bit, thats what i meant!) or else i know it wont work out. i guess i'll see what happens with this one...

gonna go to bed, i think im gettin 8 hours of sleep tonight! yessss! :)

NIGHT BOO!

17 today!! :-)

2004-10-11T02:23:28Z

so this weekend was awesome..i seriously have the best friends in the whole entire universe!! xoxoxo

let's see..friday night went to the game, it was boring and rained so we left and had cake at my house!!

saturday, went shopping w/ my mom, and all the juicy and lacoste stuff was on sale at marshall field's!! that made me happy lol... then at night, allie and lisa made me dinner, it was soo cute i love them! it was sooo good too! then we saw the first daughter...not too good..i didnt HATE it but allie and lisa did! they fell asleep lol! oh and allie announced to the whole theater that i would be turning 17 at midnight..what a silly girl!

today...went to jessiy's bday party, then went to the senior tye die party, then went to dinner at mario's with my family! it was soo good and im soo full right now! then i came home and did presents!! my favorite lol

the ONE bad thing about this weekend is that i didnt see american dreams..but kari taped it for me so it's ok

powderpuff tomorrow..im soo excited!! and it's spirit week and homecoming!! soooo much fun! :-)

i had the best birthday and i love all of my friends soo much! ur all the best! :-) XOXOXOXXO