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[08 May 2006|10:51pm] |
summer vacation is here...
it's been 3 weeks and im pretty bored already. i had my wisdom teeth out last week...im So glad that only has to happen one time. other than that i've just been sleeping, eating ice cream, and watching a lot of tv.
i'm kind of excited for the pool to open, i really really need the money.
all my friends are home, and it kind of feels like old times, which i love. they're the best..along with michael.
and that's just about it.
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[22 Jan 2006|09:44pm] |
i havent written anything in 5 months..
so much has changed, but i also feel like everything is exactly the same. i wish things would go back to normal.. i miss the summer so much.
i have 2 midterms tomorrow and im sick.... cant wait for break. i wish michael would be on break too though next week, i'll be so lonley.
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[19 Sep 2005|01:38pm] |
i forgot about this thing!!
i love school, it's absolutely wonderful!! i have a ton of work, but i've made lots of friends and im having the best time.
mike and i are soo good, its so hard not to see him everyday, but things are working out. i couldnt be more lucky!!
well that's all for now, time to do some reading! :-)
xo, sarah
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[14 Jul 2005|06:28pm] |
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i love this summer! i havent been doing too much other than lifeguarding, teaching swim lessons, and just hanging out. but its nice. i really think i bonded with a lot of the lifeguarding staff, which i love...and of course with my old friends too! im sad because i feel like the summer's almost over, and i dont want it to end. i dont think im ready for college, and that worries me a lot...
the boy situation is sort of complicated, as usual. only this time, i think it really will be different...if anything ends up happening. im not really sure of what i want, but as soon as i figure that out, i have a feeling that things could really work out this time.
i just got home from yoga..i absolutely love it! i get such a good work out, and i really really hope there's some good yoga studio's up at michigan next year
i'll try to update more often, love u! xox, sarah
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its been months since i've written in here...i guess i've just been too lazy.
school's almost out, i really cant believe it. i dont think it's hit me yet...its just very surreal. next week is our last full week of high school ever. its sort of scary, but im soo excited! and i cant wait for the summer!
these past few weeks have been great, not much homework at all. not that i really do it anyways anymore...i love not having any obligations. but sometimes i feel like i need to start doing work! im worried that im gonna get to college and just be bombarded with work and i wont even know where to start!
prom's in a few weeks, i feel so unprepared. all i have is a dress! part of me doesnt even want to go, even though i know that i have to go because its senior prom. but i feel like its just so much work and stress and money for one single night. but i know if i didnt go i'd regret it, and i know it'll be fun!!
i started working out again..i really needed to. it's only been a week but i feel better about myself already. i like feeling active and fit...it makes me feel like i can eat whatever i want and it wont even count! even though that's really not true!!
im sick again...i dont know why i've been so sick this year. after puerto i had pink eye and a slight case of mono! and now im sick again..what's wrong w/ me!? :-(
gonna go take a nap...its perfect nap weather! xox
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i feel like i did so much today, it makes me so happy!!
today was our bear sale, who knows how that went! then i wrote my entire english paper, emailed it to my teacher, filled out my entire nhs hours sheet, went tanning, and worked out a lot! i also put aside ALL my stuff for puerto, all i need is shampoo and soap and whatnot, and i'll be all set to go....I CANT WAIT!!
starbuck's soon...yay! and no class tomorrow night....just cuz i dont wanna do my proj. i lovee being a senior! :-)
xoxox
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[20 Mar 2005|09:39pm] |
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this weekend was pretty good, nothing too special, but it was still fun. the black and white dance was okk, until my drunkness wore off, then it was kinda boring. but like usual, i had fun w/ the girls!
some people can be so bitchy sometimes...u really dont need to like lie to my face, im not THAT stupid!
today was fun, went shopping and got more stuff for puerto, went tanning, did hw, and some other fun stuff too ;-)
i just passed out on my bed for an hour, and now im not tired anymore...
PUERTO IN ONE WEEK!! i cant believe how soon it is...at this time in a week, we'll have already spent almost an entire day there! yayyyy
sleep in day tomorrow, yesss!
XOXO
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[01 Mar 2005|07:42pm] |
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i cant believe that in 26 days i'll be sitting on the beach in puerto vallarta. and then after that, we'll be graduating. and then going to college. i try to picture myself living up at school, and i just cant. i cant picture myself not living in my house and sleeping in my own bed and showering in my shower and eating whatever i want for dinner. i cant imagine not being so close with all my best friends. i dont know what to do, whenever i think about college i get nervous and anxious. i dont even know what i wanna be when i grow up, i dont know what to major in, i dont know what i wanna do with the rest of my life. im scared...
im trying my best to just move on completely and be 100% done with this. there's absolutely no need for me to put up with any of this bullshit, and i know that i do deserve way better, and i know that i have to be done for good. but i deserve some sort of an explanation, or apology. it's extremely obvious that im not getting either and that's what upsets me the most. how hard is it to just say "im sorry"? because that's all it would take for me to put this behind me completely and move on....
half day tomorrow...so happy for that! i love my friends so much, u all mean the world to me!
xo sarah
PS! i would also like to add that im in love with lisa roberts and she's PERFECT! and that mean girls is our fav movie to quote ever! it's so fetch!
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happy birthday, paris hilton!!!
im obsessed with her!! and oranges, and working out, and the OC!!
xoxo love youu
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so yesterday was the worst valentine's day of my life, i hate it so much and i wish that i could erase the entire day from my memory. i suppose it's partly my fault, cuz i just should've known.
i babysat two days in a row and wanted to kill myself. those kids are soo annoying and ungreatful and rude. they dont even say please or thank you!! today we took a little field trip to mcdonald's...i felt like sucha mom!! but i realized that im gonna need to hire like 10 nanny's cuz i dont think im capable of raising children! i also realized that two year olds are the most selfish people ever.
i love my friends so much!! break's been good so far...
xoxo love u
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[08 Feb 2005|09:26pm] |
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things have been pretty good lately...
this weekend was fun! basketball game and 70's dance w/ the girls was interesting, but they're so sillly!! it was really fun!
the NOTEBOOK came out today!! of course lisa bought them for us during fourth hour and we watched it right after school...it reminded me of summer. i seriously think that's the best movie ever! it's so cute and romantic!
school's been ok actually, i dont really do much anymore. stupid 6:30 a.m. nhs meeting tomorrow..blah! and break's next week, which is gonna be soo nice, even if im not goin anywhere.
PV is soo soon..i had a dream about it last night and it made me soo excited. i seriously think about it every single day
i think i MIGHT have a valentine this year....maybe..
kayy goin to bed now loves!! xoxo
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im soo bored right now, so i thought i'd write in here. im babysitting right now, and i dont know where the remote to the tv is! :-( these people are having an addition put onto their house and everything's a mess! there's no kitchen sink, no purified water, the microwave is in the family room, the food is in the tv room, and the toaster is in the hallway!! this is soo confusing
last night was UofM with amanda....let's just say it wasnt as fun as we had hoped. im soo sick right now, the thought of alcohol makes me queasy!! i was soo embarrassed last night, i feel awful. i know i say this to myself a lot, but this time i really am never gonna drink again! i just wanna go home and eat my green jello
i wish i was with my friends right now..i didnt see them last night and i miss them
boys are the stupidest things ever and they upset me so much :-(
mall tomorrow.....i'll actually have money yay!!!! xoxoxo love ya
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i hate boys. eww they're soo so stupid and confusing and they're all losers! and i just hate them! i just wish i knew what i wanted....
but....
i LOVE my autographed adam brody and OC cast picture!! how jealous are u?!
xoxo sarah
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im soo happy today's friday...but tomorrow's deca which totally sucks. having to wake up early and being at school at 7:30 and taking 2 tests and then giving a presentation is NOT my idea of a good time :-(
yesterday was a snow day...it was fun! but i did absolutely nothing, i was very unproductive. but that's ok, it was much better than going to school!
i guess this week was pretty stressful, i had a paper due today, as well as 2 tests. and i had to get ready for stupid deca...but i cant believe that im gonna be a second semester senior in just one week!!
goin to the bball game tonite w/ the girls, then who knows what's going on after. hopefully it'll be fun!
oh! happy new year's..i forgot to say it when it actually was new year's. im kinda upset that i didnt get to spend my last new years in high school w/ all my friends..i was sick on new years and it consisted of me feeling like shit, going to the movies, and drinking champange w/ the fam. tons of fun. but it always could've been worse.
who knows what's going on w/ my love life. i've gotten to the point where i dont even really care. things are so confusing and i guess whatever happens....happens!
gonna go shower...and maybe watch some OC before the game. love you lots!!
xox
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today was sucha yucky day...
we had a half day so i just didnt go to school. woke up to lisa's text message at 10:30. went to lunch w/ the girls...that was fun! they were being so silly!!
then kare went w/ me to get my manicure, and i went w/ kare to go tanning.... then i came home, did absolutely nothing. i watched gilmore girls, seventh heaven, and food network, and i started crying for no apparent reason!! then i put songs on my iPod, started watching napoleon.......then i went to kare's, we made pizza and finished watching napoleon dynamite and spice world! two excellent movies!!
im leaving for florida in 2 days...im really not very excited at all. i dont wanna go..im gonna miss out on new year's and whatnot...blah im just not looking forward to this at all!! hopefully the weather will be decent.....that's all im hoping for :-(
okk im gonna go watch raising helen and go to bed!! love u lots have a good break!! xoxo
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[12 Dec 2004|05:41pm] |
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well, my friends have already written about last night...but i just need to say again that it was soo wild! we're so odd sometimes, and very random, but i love us!! my friends are the best in the whole entire universe. love u girls all soooo much!! hopefully next weekend we'll be able to find some random boys to have some fun with...and some of the stuff we couldnt get this weekend lol
marketing field trip tomorrow...sort of excited, at least i wont have to be in school on a monday! i have an english paper that i need to work on, but im not motivated enough to do that right now.
so far, hanukkah hasnt been very good. i havent gotten any real presents, im dissapointed so far! but who knows, we still have 3 more nights and my dad told me he ordered somethin special for me, so i'll have to wait and see what that is!! and my mom's on a quest to find me cute juicy stuff....so hopefully my luck will turn around!
things are better now...we'll see how this goes!
going to watch the OC again.... xoxo
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Which Mean Girl are you?
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i dont know what's going on right now....im not too worried about things. they'll work out and if they dont, then i guess they were never really meant to.
this weekend was goood, hung out w/ the girls and i love all of them!! xoxoxox
finished my dumb english paper today...i've never felt so accomplished in my life!!
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i was just looking at my last entry that i wrote. everything seemed so perfect then, and i was really and truly just happy. i wish things were like that, but of course i cant just stay satisfied for over a week. i dont know why things have to be like this, and it pisses me off that i let things like this upset me so much. but i cant help it, i really cant. at least i sort of knew it was coming, though. not that it made it any better, but i should have known from the start that this was going to happen. i did know, but that doesnt help me right now.
i just re-typed my entire english paper, i had to b/c i downloaded a virus onto my comp. by accident so we had to clear the entire hard drive. but my dad is a sped and doesnt know how to burn files onto a cd. so all my stuff is gone. greeeeeeeeat. whatever, im done w/ hw for right now.
what a super monday...
i just want to be genuinly happy.....and to seriously bitch somebody out right now, who just so happens to be the dumbest guy on earth. is that so much to ask?
xoxo <33
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hiii ya!! it's been so long since i've written in here....
swimming's all done! it's been over for almost 2 weeks now, and on monday we had our banquet! it was so fun and plus the food was sooo good like always. but it was really sad, too. i started to cry in the middle of my speech! i just cant believe that this is all over for me now, i miss swimming, i really miss all the girls. plus i have absolutely nothing to do w/ myself anymore!!
im soo unmotivated...today i did math hw and it was soo strange because i never do hw at home anymore...i do it either in school or just not at all. my mom was really shocked!!
i love my friends...ur all so great and wonderful and i love every single one of you!! my friends make me soo happy, they're all soo supportive and i love u girls! :-)
things between us are ok i think...we had our first official fight but maybe that helped to make things better...i dont know how long this will last but at least im happy for the moment.
OC tonight w/ the girls...cant wait!
the weather was soo nice today...it was 64, which im pretty sure is a record! it really made me wish it was spring instead of fall...
going to Ann Arbor this weekend w/ my aunt patty. we're going to a spa..the im staying w/ my cousin at UofM! im really excited!
i just feel like everything right now is really perfect, im just so happy and content.
goin to kare's for the OC...yay! byeeee baby!!! xoxo
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